Re baby A:
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/ar...th-twin-baby-boy-came-complete-shock-her.html
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Her barrister then asked what it felt like to be the subject of such an allegation.
She replied: 'It's awful. I wasn't even supposed to be working that night. It was such a shock to walk into that situation'."
Murder-accused nurse `stunned´ at death of first alleged victim
Asked how she felt after the death of Child A, Letby said: “Stunned. It was a complete shock to all of us. “I felt like we had walked through the doors into this awful situation. The first time I had met (Child A), the first time I had met his parents. “It was a huge shock.”
Mr Myers said: “It is alleged of course that you did this – did you?” Letby said: “No.
Mr Myers said: “What’s it like to have that allegation made?” Letby said: “It’s awful. That day I was not even supposed to be working that night. “It was just a shock to walk into that situation.”
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Mr Myers puts it to Ms Letby that she is accused of killing the boy, he asks if she did 'no' she responds
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Asked what it is like to have those accusations against her, she says
'it's awful, obviously that day I wasn’t even supposed to be working that night'.
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He asked her what it felt like to be accused of baby A's murder. I've sought out live and non-live reports, just to make sure this wasn't journo error.
I don't think she was prepared for that question, but it seems she did have some kind of a rehearsed script that didn't fit IMO. It mirrors her texts sent just afterwards too:
"In the same conversation between Letby and her colleague, Letby said: "I was not supposed to be in either - [boss] swapped my nights as unit busy - but these things happen unfortunately." Recap: Lucy Letby trial, Tuesday, October 18
Breaking down her answer, IMO, I'd say she's implied that this would have had to have been planned, and targeted at baby A specifically, and because she only had 12 hours notice from that morning that she would be working the night-shift, she couldn't have planned this because she didn't know which baby she would be getting, but of course that's nonsensical because it's not the identity of the baby that is key to the allegation. And she didn't walk into it, she was there over an hour before he collapsed, she didn't turn up to work and walk into a resuscitation.
Additionally she did know that they had premature twins born the night before and a third 30-weeker in room 1, and that's why they had asked her to work.
My takeaway is that implying a denial that she had time to plan this, and hugely emphasising walking into it, she has drawn attention to the very opposite.
And so what about what her barrister did actually ask her? What is it like to be accused of murder? Here was her opportunity to say 'I was stunned, I felt disbelief, it's outrageous, I feel scared, worried, it makes me angry, it's just not true' etc, these are the things I would expect to hear about her response to being accused, if she felt them. I have to assume she wasn't at all surprised.
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