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"Then LL sent numerous text messages asking about baby G following further incidents where she almost died. She throws out possible reasons for her collapses…
LL: “Hmm, what can cause that.” “Is it that she is an extreme premature who had long-term inotrope and vent dependency and now she is older and doing more for herself...it just takes a little...something to tip her over.”
I have always thought this wording-----"it just takes a little...something to tip her over.”------is really distressing to hear.
It feels like that might be leakage from her subconscious, and that is how she looks at the collapses? It just takes 'a little something' to 'tip them over' and so she does so.
That’s exactly how I read into it, that if guilty, she thinks the babies are teetering on the edge anyway and just need a little push to go over. If she thought her colleague could be suspicious, she’s tried to remove any suspicion by giving possible reasons for these incidents. Describing her as ‘extremely premature’ ‘vent dependency’, drawing attention to baby G’s vulnerabilities and make it seem like she didn’t have much of a chance anyway, all it took was a ‘little something to tip her over’.
The original over feeding event happening on baby G’s 100th day, to me when looked at in the scheme of things with how many other ‘coincidences’ there were surrounding LL, is unlikely to have been just a coincidence. As has been suggested before, if guilty, this is another sign that her aim may have been to inflict maximum pain on the parents. The 100 day milestone, supposed to be a happy occasion, would turn into a nightmare for the parents who probably went to visit their baby happy that day as she’d reached 100 days and should have been out of the woods. If guilty, attacking child G on her 100th day was very calculated and cruel. It’s like waiting for when the parents think everything is fine and that before long will be preparing to take their baby home finally, then coming along and ruining their positivity, their hopefulness and idea that their baby is going to be ok.
But that text is very disturbing when you read it with the knowledge that she’s now on trial for murder and attempted murder of multiple babies including baby G who she wrote the message about.
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