So evidently, Johnson showed the court a batch of pictures, with LL out at New Years, and Christmas, and other events, in 2017 and I am not sure if 2018---and in those pictures she is with some old colleagues and even dr choc, I believe.
And she has to admit 'those were good times back then' ---so she wasn't as isolated and alone as she portrayed herself to be in those notes
And she was still seeing her good friend, the loyal doctor at the time. And she still had a clerical job at the Countess
So when some of those super emotional notes were written, she had a house, a car, a boyfriend and some good social friends to go out with
I think that was a very important point to make---it makes those super dramatic confessional type of notes more suspicious in that something really really intense was bothering her, making her feel 'evil', hopeless, and full of guilt.
Before people were saying 'of course, she lost all her friends and her bf and her job and so of course she'd write " I killed them"
But if she still had her bf and her friends and her clerical job and her house and car---why so intense about being evil and suicidal?