Is there a disparity here - between the angry and impulsive NM we have heard about, and the NM who sits in court seemingly not becoming wound up by the accusations and questions? something isn't adding up with his admission and his answers to questions and the deep anger issues and hatred/jealousy we've heard about.
I don't get the impression he is lying except about the killing and SH not knowing, and that, although being a HUGE lie, could be explained if he was doing this because he is protecting SH and his and Becky's families.
I think that's what it is, for me. He comes over as a protector by nature and that is why the killing part isn't making sense to me.
