As the mother of Lindsey's best friend or BFF, as they sometimes refer to each other, my heart breaks for the talkative little girl who use to love to chat my ear off as I sat at my
computer and for her mom who is trying to digest the fact that her little girl has been gone for nearly 48 hours. One just cannot understand the feelings of grief; hope and the guilt brought on by the million "what ifs" that play through your mind constantly as the time ticks by.
We've been interviewed by
police officers, detectives,
FBI agents and news stations and it is crushing as a parent to not be able to help in some way and to keep hearing that there are no new leads and no new information.
I've personally barely slept and at times am borderline hysterical I cannot imagine how this situation must feel to her mom who is the sole provider and caretaker to Lindsey and her brother. Thankfully she has some family and friends who are with her to help provide support until Lindsey is found and brought home.
Lindsey Baum was last seen when she left our house Friday night while it was still light outside after walking my daughter home from her house. It seemed like a typical Friday night but that changed an hour later when I got the call from her mom that she never made it home. Looking back on that night I am haunted by the sound of my daughter asking if Lindsey can stay the night and me saying "no", it echo's in my mind relentlessly. If only I had said "Yes" if only one of a million other things had been different that night Lindsey would probably be sitting at my house or at her house with my daughter doing things that most 10 year old girls enjoy at this very minute.
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