I'm feeling so sad and drained.
Somewhere in my wanting to see ICA get at least LWOP for what she did,
Part of me got lost, and thought this would bring Caylee back,KWIM?
But at the end of the day, precious Caylee Marie will not be coming back,
will not be growing up, will not be singing or swimming.
Her sunshine WAS taken away.
Whether her mentally deficient "mother" gets severely punished or not,
It doesn't bring Caylee back.
Casey cannot feel Empathy, her Sociopathic, Narcissistic, Pathological Liar
Personality disorder doesn't allow for it.
That's sad also.
I don't believe she can be"fixed"or rehabilitated.
She should never be allowed to have another child
because she cannot change what she is.
If she was what we expect a mother to be,
none of this would have happened.
She would have told the truth of what really happened,
pled insanity, begged for her own life,
anything other than the behavior we've seen.
But I don't believe she can.
I always believed Casey strangled Caylee - something about those clenching hands of hers and her raging face.
I hope she did use chloroform, I'd feel a little better
thinking Caylee died in her sleep.
I think for those who knew and loved Caylee,
Casey should be forced to tell them
the truth about how and why she killed her.
I know I have to accept that won't happen.
I'm sorry to be rambling here- so much more I wanted to say
But I don't think it's coming out right now.
Need to step back for awhile.
Thank you all for being here - I don't have anyone else as involved
as you guys to talk about my feelings to.
Just My Sincere Feelings and random thoughts.