YEP! I know exactly how you feel. I can be doing really fine, and then all of a sudden it just hits me, I have to stop and remember what a wonderful person posted about Caylee. This person wrote, Caylee is sitting on a rainbow, singing, kicking her leg, and every once in awhile Caylee will kick that pot of gold and knock out a few coins, so when I see a penny on the ground I will know it's from Caylee, and I will believe Caylee is at peace, and she is happy. I wish I could remember who wrote this, I'm sure I haven't written it as beautiful as he/she did, but these words have truley helped me.
PEACE
ps I do believe in KARMA