For those familiar with me posts and/or blogs, I never blame the wreckage of my past on anyone but me. Even with 6 years clean*, a degree and an engineering certification, coupled with a stellar (and verifiable) attendance record, it is hard for me to find steady work. Trust me, once popped some NEVER let you pay your so-called "debt to society" and I am OK with that. However, I am almost always one bad month away from homelessness (ONCE was enough, thank you) and jail if I miss child support. I expect no parade for finally controlling an appetite for drugs and violence. My point? Life is tough, scooter, get used to it. As a consultant I can have a month that pays what would take 6 to earn if at a minimum wage job. Then I may go the next 3 months without work. How do I pay support and keep a roof over me head? Well, at least the rules are easy. I stay off the drugs, trust God, and LIVE WITHIN MY MEANS.
Keeping an eye on the WS TOS, let's just say Caylee's grandparents got a real taste of American generosity when the story first broke. That anomalous rain of cash was not going to last forever. If anyone thought it was, they were foolish. Notoriety does not equal fame, and even "fame" can be tough to cash in on. Ask any one hit wonder about that supposition. Whether that alleged foundation was/is an attempt to keep the dineros flowing is between them, God, and the IRS.
My point? Certain figures in that tragio-comedy were not fiscally jurisprudent 20 years ago and seemingly learned nothing from losing a home (among other things) previously. Trust me, or don't, but this board and this country are full of folks like the poster with cancer and a hubby with a bum ticker. Knocked on our metaphorical dupas, we get up, dust ourselves off, and drive on. This is NOT a dig at the posters who expressed sympathy, far from it. I wish I could be as philosophically charitable as you. If I could get $20K for a picture of me little brother who dusted himself, I could BUY a house in my current less than fashionable neighborhood.
In closing, karma does indeed have very sharp teeth. Shaking off the bad karma I brought upon my lonesome has taken YEARS of living right and the road ahead is still a long one. Reaping the harvest one has sown is more than a religious platitude *advertiser censored* cliche. It is a time tested maxim. The first step, were I in a similar situation, would be to look into a mirror instead of a TV camera. Hopefully this post has caused some to think about the points covered. Charity to all and malice towards none is a good stance but should be grounded in reality.
* polite term for heroin-free