*The comment about how devastating it was to her that the whole tape be played in open court for the world to hear was...interesting. We know the real reason she was crying, perhaps Jodi isn't aware of that. We already know what really happened was that the defense wanted to play a redacted version of the tape for the jury (it was later played) that ommitted much of Jodi's part and highlighted Travis'. The judge said nuh-uh. The real reason she was so distraught and crying had nothing to do with playing this tape for the world and destroying Travis' good name because of the pedophilia (like how she had to get the word in there again, and she had no problem discussing the pedophilia in her testimony and saying he wanted to bang a 12 year old. Funny that), but with the fact that in playing the full tape it would reveal just what a willing, eager and imaginative participant she was in the tape and the sexual fantasies they shared. It also put all of Travis' comments in context so they didn't sound near as slimy. That is why she was crying. Nurmi fought for her on that one. That is effective assistance of counsel, if you ask me.
*Trashes Nurmi for not impeaching Deanna, Dr. Horn, and Det. Flores. Well, on the contrary Jodi. Ms. Willmott (who she praises in the letter, probably because she's an butt-kiss) made several laughable but impassioned attempts to impeach both Dr. Horn and Det. Flores. It was valiant but it failed because they revealed themselves to be reliable. They didn't impeach Deanna because there was nothing to impeach. She says Deanna has said previously she didn't sleep with Travis then changed her story on the stand when it benefited her. I will bet dollars to donuts Deanna never said that under oath to either attorney and Jodi is basically pulling a Travis type of deal where she misrepresented her sexual status by ommission. That line of questioning would never have been allowed. And her intense hatred and jealousy of Deanna rears its head. She was probably floored and incredibly angry to hear that Travis had been with someone other than her, and that it was her nemesis. She probably thought, all things considered, she had that one on her.
* Complains about the 9 days out of 10 comment Nurmi made in his closings but fails to mention that she openly laughed at the comment as if she found it very funny. Now it's something that hurt her feelings and she felt it was a strategical error. She also fails to mention defense attorneys do this all the time as a way of getting the jury to separate emotion from their decision (particularly if they know their client is unlikable). It was actually a good strategy. But poor Jodi, right?
*The whole reason she was convicted was because Nurmi seemed to not like her in court and would turn his chair from her. That is just amazing logic.
*Blames Nurmi for a lack of communication but then says he twice tried to visit her in prison and she refused him. Interesting.
*Blames Nurmi for having her books confiscated but takes no responsibility for the fact that she was trying to use them to get messages out to her friends. She says they were innocent messages. Then why is she making such a stink about it? Because she wanted him to help her get important messages out to potential witnesses and he wouldn't. That's why. How dare he, judge. This is probably just the tip of the iceberg of what Nurmi has had to deal with over the years.
* Says that whenever she tried to ask him things he would just answer, "I can't explain years of law school to you." I bet the exchanges were a little more complex than that. Nurmi probably had to explain to her several times why he couldn't call Matt McCartney or why he couldn't present the pedophile letters, among other things, I'm sure, before he finally just said, "Jodi, I'm the lawyer! Just trust me on this!"
Jodi probably would have been better advised to not write this lengthy letter at all. An appeal court will be able to compare this self serving, poor me letter with trial transcripts and come to the conclusion that it is just classic Jodi playing her victim, truth twisting games. Denied. It is classic Jodi. The relationship has soured, he didn't win her case and she blames it all on him. She takes no responsibility for anything, not that she performed poorly in court, not that she killed anyone, not that she probably had a heavy hand in causing a rift between her and the man that was trying to help her. He is now her scapegoat. I have no doubt that Nurmi is not a great lawyer, but to be fair, he also did not have much to work with. I also have no doubt that he tried, to the best of his abilities, to give her the best defense he could. And I have now doubt she continually undermined those efforts thinking she knew better. He filed motion after motion after motion. He fought for her. He did that. And he probably knew it would be a completely thankless endeavor. Jodi probably tried to steer the boat from day one. She now has it in her little head that the reason he didn't put on dubious evidence was because he didn't like her and didn't try. He half assed it. He wouldn't play the game. What's a girl to do?
Jodi, Jodi, Jodi.