thegreatoutdoors
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EC was drinking that night. According to many WSers, she was off the booze as she was an alcoholic. So the neighbour going back could have been to make sure she was safely in bed. She may have been upbeat, and safe in bed. But I've read many stories in this thread from people with experience with suicide who have said it can be really spontaneous. If she was in fact drunk, passed out, woke a few hours later, and suddenly got that horrible feeling of regret, then it is possible she did something drastic. She may have felt guilty for drinking, wondered how she could face her family hung over, been appalled with herself for allowing herself to have so many. Your brain just doesn't work as it should when it's affected by alcohol. She may just have thought, I can't beat this, I'm out.