Ok here is the final update to this saga which hopefully has finally ended. Yesterday was the resentencing hearing where, of course, Rudi's attorneys argued to have his consecutive sentences to concurrent (yeah, this "mentally retarded" murderer is also sentenced to life for CONSPIRACY--don't you think conspiring to commit a murder would be incompatible with mental retardation? DUH).
The catch in this is that, if granted, it would allow him jump from Death Row, to be eligible for parole in just five more years. And he's only 50 so he could get out, rape and kill some more women and have plenty of good years to pull this off. He was sentenced to life w/ parole and Death in 1991 so they were trying to push this as far as they could and get the Judge, who was already biased on their side, to change the structure so he could actually have a chance of getting OUT vs. have to serve another 25 years after the first sentence is completed (25 to life). SO, my attorney said it was important I was there to give a Victim Impact Statement at least for it to be on the record should this Judge favor them as she had consistently throughout this hearing.
I literally decided at midnight before the hearing that I would go, stayed up til 2am writing my statement and drove out of town (right past the desert area where they dumped Cindy's body..ugh) to Florence AZ where the hearing was held. His attorney started by turning toward me and addressing me directly with an apology to my family for any further pain his office may have caused (he knows how much they screwed us over in the name of "helpiing" this murderer) and then pleaded for mercy for his client, the "Victim" and all of his childhood suffering blah blah f'ing blah. My attorney then said her piece and then I delivered my statement (which I will post here) . Right after that the Judge delivered her sentence--resentencing him to Life WITH parole but keeping it consecutive for two reasons: a. she has no jurisdiction to change it and b. Even if she did, the nature of the crime would not warrant it. My attorney leaned over and said "that last part was all you". I don't really believe that as I don't think this Judge has shown me or my family much consideration at all but I do think making my statement was worthwhile FOR ME. And perhaps down the road when this case is reviewed.
The good news is he will fade in to the woodwork now in the General Pop (his lawyer argued how hard that will be for him after 18 years of "protection" on death row...awww poor baby now will have to deal with all those OTHER violent people being mean to him). To that I say "careful what you ask for--you put him there!". His lawyer will now move on to the next "victim" on death row and we will be able to forget, at least, about THIS one. His brother is nearing the end of his appeals and execution is a looming possibility for him...at least in the next 50 years!
Here's my Victim Impact statement for those interested. Thanks for following this case...it's important to know the preposterous ways our tax dollars get spent for VIOLENT CRIMINALS in our society. In addition to supporting them for 18 years on Death Row, this hearing alone cost tax payers in excess of 10 million dollars. TEN MILLION DOLLARS spent on this violent murderer from another country. We should all be outraged.
Victim Impact Statement 7/22/09
Kathy Monkman
Why have I chosen to take time out of my busy schedule once again to drive to Florence to give this impact statement ? I ask myself the same question as I honestly dont think anything I have to say will make much difference or cause much impact toward the decision on resentencing this defendant but the question always is can I live with myself if certain decisions are made and know Ive said nothing?. So , here I am with a few things to say.
I dont intend to get in to the impact this crime itself has had on me personally or on my family. Partly because I dont think its necessary at this stage and partly because I think it could potentially do more harm than good. Ill let you fill in the blanks on how losing your only sister/ your oldest daughter on the day before Christmas impacts on a family. To a vicious senseless murder for money.
I will tell you the impact of this particular hearing and decision over the last several years has had and has the potential to have on me and my family.
When the men who murdered my sister in this cold blooded plot were sentenced to death, we were told there were two options in the State of AZLife with the possibility of parole in 25 years and Death which meant they would never get out of prison. Of course, no matter how we might have felt politically about the death penalty, we knew these were young men and would still be as violent and dangerous in 25 years , perhaps more so and the Death Penalty was the only sentence that insured the publics and our safety from them forever. We were warned that in time, the tables would turn, the victim would be forgotten and the murderers would be seen as victims. Well that time has come. Over 20 years after the loss of my sister. Its still hard to fathom but its the absolute reality now.
I am here to remind the court who the true victim of this crime was, and still is. It was my sister Cindy who was my only sister, 14 months older than me, whos life was taken for one motive: money. On the day before we were to fly home for Christmas on Christmas eve 1988. I was 29 years old and she was 30. We grew up together with each other to lean on as we lost our mother at a very young age. She was kind and truly an innocent and the defense in both trials could produce no evidence about her in a derogatory waythere simply was none. She was like a lamb to slaughter with the men who murdered herRudi and Michael Apelt.
The victim was not and still is not the man, Rudi Apelt, who is being resentenced today. The man who wielded the knife that slashed Cindys throat from ear to ear leaving her to be discovered by a young boy in the desert on Christmas Eve.. Rudi Apelt, who has served another prison sentence for a violent rape of another woman in Germany. Rudi Apelt who conned many women throughout the Phoenix area during the months prior to the murder of my sister for money, use of their car, a living situation in their home, procurement of goods, all of these actions performed ALONE and not in the presence of his brother or any other familiar person to him. All of these facts are clearly documented in the trial transcripts. He is a violent man, a repeat offender and took the life of my sister for money. I do not believe he demonstrates any signs of mental retardation in the commission of this crimequite the contrary in fact. Sophisticated, calculated and cold blooded homicide are not adjectives I would ascribe to the mentally retarded.
I am here also to tell you the impact that just this one hearing lasting several years has had on my family. My 78 year old father was required to testify and cancel a prepaid trip to China because the Court would not consider a 2 week postponement of the original hearing for this which he was required to testify at. This postponement was the one and only thing my family ever asked of this Court in the many YEARS leading up to this hearing and it was not granted. This was perhaps my fathers only opportunity to go to China for the rest of his lfe. Yet the defense in this case was granted delay after delay over a period of years causing me and my family to be inconvenienced, put plans on hold, prepare ourselves emotionally only to be told yet another delay for the defense for years upon years.
I opened my door one December day, 3 years go, ironically the same day I was planning to decorate my house for Christmas which you can imagine what a task that is for me year after year seeing my sisters bloody body was discovered in the desert on Christmas Eve morning, only to find an advocate for Rudi Apelt misrepresenting herself to me and asking for my cooperation with this very issuethe mental retardation hearing. And this advocate bald faced lied to me in my own home assuring me that this murderer, if reversed in sentence, would be resentenced to life WITHOUT parole. Yes of course she knew this was impossible due to sentencing guidelines yet chose to manipulate me in this way. What did I or my family ever do to deserve this kind of treatment? Laws have been changed now to disallow the abuse of victims in this manner in the State of AZ because of this heinous situation I endured.
My father and I endured sitting in a courtroom often being the only representatives on the side of the State while onlookers filled the side of the defendant hoping obviously to glean some kind of clues for arguing their murderer clients were also mentally retarded to avoid the ultimate penalty.
I have personally learned that in addition to the tides of sympathy swinging away from the murder victim to the murderer over the years that the worst of the worst in our society, once on Death Row, receive the best of the best when it comes to legal assistance. I am convinced that a death row inmate has a greater chance of being released from prison than a lifer serving a term for a nonviolent crime. Simply because more people care about those on Death Row. The murderers also receive free websites which read like singles ads soliciting donations, penpals, wives and the like. When the serial shooter claimed to desire the death penalty in his sentencing hearing this year, I completely understood what was motivating him-and it most certainly wasnt a possibility of execution.
My one consolation with this preposterous ruling/resentencing is that finally Rudi Apelt will receive what he deserves. Which is to be forgotten, finally. I have no doubt that those helping so fervently over the years will drop him like a hot potato once he no longer holds the prestige of Death Row status and he will fade in to the woodwork with all the other violent common criminals in the general population. Until of course we are asked to appear at parole hearings. Then we will be forced to remember him and his violence once again. When do we ever get to let this go? Do we?
Finally, I did not come all the way down here with any delusions that my words would have any true impact whatsoever on the outcome of this hearing. Biases have been shown throughout and I hold no fantasies that my familys feelings and wishes will fall in to consideration. Yet let it be known, we all have a certain degree of terror at the thought of Rudi Apelt ever being released from prison due to a possible switch to concurrent sentences where he could have the possibility of actually being paroled. Yes that terrifies my family and me personally. This again is the man who took my sister in to the desert, and among other violent acts, slit her throat. Then enjoyed a celebratory meal with his co murderer/conspirators at a restaurant using her credit card right after commiting the murder. Call it what you want, but I call that nothing but a DANGER TO SOCIETY. His sentences, at the very least, need to remain CONSECUTIVE to protect society from his violence. Call him mentally retarded, call him an imbecile, call him an idiot savant, whatever you wish. But call his behavior what it has been : VIOLENT and DANGEROUS.
The reason I did come though is in hopes that down the road, whatever decision is reached as a result of this resentencing hearing is REVIEWED by hopefully a non biased individual who has no political agenda at stake. Then that a sound decision will be made then that will prohibit this dangerous individual Rudi Apelt from ever being released from prison again. And to allow me and my family to finally move forward without ever having to worry about him again. And to hopefully get to begin to live a life where we get to focus on remembering my sisters life and not her violent death.