atthelake
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That's an interesting comment and reminds me of my best friend.
She committed suicide, hung herself. I discovered her on the garret.
Some days earlier, she came to my house as she didn't feel well and wanted to be in company.
I had told her that she's welcome whenever she wanted.
We were in the kitchen talking while I was doing the dishes. Once there was a silent moment and my whole body & mind got frozen. She was in my back standing behind the kitchen table and without looking to her I was "convinced" she was aiming with a gun on me and going to shoot.
It all was only in my imagination but it was paralysing.
2 days later I found her dead.
A couple of days later I seeked to speak with her psy (shrink?) and told him about the imagined shooting. I understood that I was very right... Her illness had created huge aggressions but in the ultimate moment something pushed her to direct them against herself instead of others. It could very well have been the contrary.
You had a paralyzing aura..... those are so strange, I agree. ((hug))