I am personally trying to put CW & NK out of my mind for this new year. It is quite a huge task because I WILL NOT forget SW and her precious children who were all annihilated senselessly by someone they loved and trusted. That alone makes all of us question how well we know the people closest to us, and I resent CW for that, in addition to everything else he has done against humanity.
At any rate, I have just a few closing thoughts on this terrible tragic case. These thoughts aren’t worth much, only an opportunity for me to put a cap on my own endless confusion about why this happened.
- I cannot bring myself to watch or read any more of the convicted killer’s drivel that only paints him more vividly as the narcisstically disordered damaged person that he is. I could not watch but a few minutes of the 20/20 episode outlining this case. I commend all of you who were able to comb through the documents and interview videos and report back to us here. I cannot do it. It makes me physically ill to give him any further airtime after all has been said and done. I am satisfied I know him for what he is. I do not need to see/hear anything further.
- I sort of understand the interest (some would say obsession) some of us have with NK. We are trying to understand something that defies understanding. Why did he chose to do this horrendous crime? NK is a reasonable but weak explananation. She certainly did not help the situation at all, and she lied about that. In many ways she is as stupid as CW was in thinking that she could live happily ever after with such a damaged individual. She has emerged from this tragic story as the Jezebel who contributed to the circumstances. She is certainly responsible for her own actions, whatever they were. But as far as I can tell, CW and CW alone wrapped his hands around his wife’s neck until she was dead, and held the children down as he smothered them. It was CW alone who took them to the god-forsaken location to dump their bodies. And it was CW alone who looked into tv cameras and (badly) pretended to care about where they were and wanting them to return. NK will no doubt suffer for her part in this awful story, but that is between her and her god and/or karma and whatever philosophy is in place in her life.
- The ONLY thing I am grateful for in this horrendous case is that it is OVER. IMHO the guilty party is receiving justice for the despicable acts he committed. We are not left wondering and searching for answers other than that which is unanswerable - why? And since pondering that required that I ponder this individual, I have to choose to put that final question to rest and banish him from my thoughts. He is where he is supposed to be. He can never harm his wife and children again, who are, in my faith-based opinion, in the arms of their Father, free from the evils that haunted them on this earth. May they rest in eternal peace. And may those who love SW and her precious children, somehow, someday, find peace as well.