tlcox, you have no obligation to behave for me. I'm no mod.
I truly know exactly how you feel and while SAR has been my life for years and years now, there are some cases that never leave you. Zahra's is one of them.
I am currently taking comfort in the fact that I firmly believe that when I posted on Shaniya's forum to whisper in our ear where another missing child in NC was... Shaniya heard and answered. The timing was perfect.
And I'm a skeptic at best, lol.
But something about all of this, and how it has come together, has changed me in a way that I want to hold onto forever.
It both comforts and confuses me. At the end of the day, I feel as if there's nothing that could convince a skeptic such as myself to feel anything other than perhaps these children find peace elsewhere in a way none of us will understand until we are there.
And then I think to myself, about asking Shaniya for help that morning. And I wonder what the universe holds for us, says to us, and listens to us.
Again- peace. I know where you are at because I am there too.
Oriah