I don't know what to say, I started crying again. All the horror and to say what the LE had to endure, no words could explain. After watching the videos, the one thing that sticks in my mind is one LE saying, "I don't know what this F'kd up world is coming too!!!"
The pain will will fade, but the memories will haunt forever.
Just so sad.
Do you know if that was all of the taping's that was released, my understanding there is more?????
Thank you so much CARIIS for the updates
You are welcome!
I found that exchange moving too. It was after the cop who walked in and loved what he was seeing, so it was some what redeeming- the cop who found it all so funny - reallly upset me. Truly upset me.
And before the guy said (his voice was so neat) "I don't know what this F'kd up world is coming too!!!" it was in response to a collegue of his standing near him who asked him "you ok?" which made me think the other guy could
see that this guy was really upset.
I lost it when the guy was being led out and he said something (hard to hear) like pls go upstairs my friends are up there hurt really bad, it gave some insight into what was going on. I saw blood on one guys gloves that was upsetting, but I am glad they released it gave insight into what it might have like.
I also heard one guy, asking if he was "recording", is there like a light on the outside of body cams that tell them they are "on"? I did not really think about it until I heard him ask - optionial on/off IMO kinda mitigates there purpose no??
There are houndreds of hours of tape they have looked at. When I heard that, and started watching and I caught on to how they were doing it , I thought, yea they have 100's of hours, but the truth here is there is too much graphic stuff in there to release.
There was only one picture released (I think only one) of the Battican, and when it came up it threw me.I had never really imagined what scenes like that do.
The audio part of the cell phones ringing was not as bad as described - there was some comfort in that. I remember 911 the first time I heard all those things beeping and it freaked me out.
Last week - maybe alittle further back, when it was day after day of this stuff, in a row, was rough. I do think it was because I was coming off of PUlse.And Pulse was right after the Voice singer - which impacted me in a very weird way cause I used to go to the Plaza all the time.
It does change everything . On JOeys thread, I did not really grasp how the folks on that thread who lived there, or been to Union, were impacted , I do now.
Right this minute I am realizing that the body cam stuff was agiating - look how much I need to process right now.
Well I should be quiet now.
O/T:
On a funny note found a 1971 yearbook this AM and the comments were hysterical. Lots of referances to my big mouth!! I found it quite amusing - looks like much has not changed- that is funny. The teachers who signed it , most of them just wrote their first and last names- it occurred to me that I was a teachers nighmare!
Some gems: "Hi, Bye your enemy" !!!! What I found amaing (no recollection at ALL!) apparently I was really into some girl named Terry!!! there were several comments regarding her. Most made referance to what teachers would call "disruptions"!!!!! I just could not focus!
I know I know most of you just cant believe this, but outside of anything math - the typing class was the worst class ever. Just sitting there like that. Who could come up with a joke with all that ruckus? And Mrs Brown was really really into typing - which stunned me in and of itself!! BORING, and had to sit still- not within my capacities!!
Never once, did I get a Satisfactory in the behavior part of any report card! Never. Report card dinners were always about the behavior part of my report card - and my older sisters endless sterling academic performance!! My younger sister got pretty left out!!
funny funny stuff
ok now I shall shut up !!!