Hello all.. this is my first post, but, I was compelled to join while following the Missy Bevers threads and this one.
Some interesting things I have picked up on, and I am not sure they have been discussed (or need to be... feel free to let me know!)
* TT's Livejournal is (as mentioned) quite rambling for the most part. And, we know she mentioned mental illness there. She also mentions, many times, her distrust of professionals, especially doctors and medicine. I find this odd coming from a nurse. Examples (I will find the links if needed): She takes F to a pediatrician for thrush when she was a baby... for meds. But goes on to say that the woman is not an actual Ped, but a NP, and a bad one who obviously has never treated a patient ever (paraphrasing). She also seemed very unhappy with any OBGYN she met with while pregnant, and other posts as well. To me, it seems totally in her MO to bring her daughter to the ER and leave without being seen.
* She was interested in astrology and referenced it many times... then gave it up... until her last post when she references a female... scorpio. her daughter F is a scorpio (see comments on post from 7/31/13). I found this interesting: "This painful love affair. It's a pisces and scorpio thing. Are you happy? I said it. This is how it's been with * for all these years.. I've never had a deep blue love with a true scorpio that didn't feel this way."
* She references "obeying" in many posts... always, it seems, in reference to god. In the last post, she seems to be directing her words to either SW or F. That's my take.
So, IMHO, I think she has gone voluntarily... either to a cult/religious place, or, she has harmed herself (has PPD been discussed????) . "As soon as I enter the pool down the steps, the proper way, I'll reveal why I've been so paranoid, if you care to know." - seems to me to either reference baptism or drowning.