Metzgermeister
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FWIW I published a list of the Unholy Apostles here earlier in the thread including their MySPace URLs. That list was based on searching MySpace for the Unholy Apostle label so it might not be completely accurate, but there weren't that many of them.
It's strange people look up to be of that poor status in their lives. :loser: And FWIW, they've added a few new people to their crew. I think they add people, once a month, if I recall correctly. And also, I've read every post in these threads I'm pretty up to date on all that lol.
I wasn't out to put anyone to shame Juno, I just wanted my first post to be a good, informative one. I have plenty more to share, but I suffer from short term memory loss so it's very hard for me to remember what I 'wanted to say' in regards to earlier postings. (And that was a lot).
Thanks for explaining the 'inviting' statement I wasn't too sure what that was about. And I will work on my post count in that section without being too ridiculously spammy. I really like this forum as a whole so far, so many wonderful insightful people in one community, my kind of place ;D
Also FWIW, I can pretty much guarantee Sam was a depressed boy judging by the latest song I've heard from him (which I am not allowed to give out). He speaks of killing himself and his depression. This song is a slower one, no rapping about raping/killing in this one. "I try to change my ways, but nothing helps". "To love someones so ****ing hard for me, constantly on the search, looking for that missing part of me". He also speaks of rejection. "I open my door for death". "I live a broken life that I can't mend". He also speaks of ****ing up anything good that's thrown at him. "I've had my trust broken so many times before". "I don't know how to change my habits, but I wish I could so my life wasn't so tragic". That's all I'm going to say..
I'm not sure exactly if anyone finally realized this, but Sams album was named "I Kill People For Real" by somebody else, I don't know exactly who. So it's safe to say, Sam did not name the album himself. Infact, someone just kept a few of his songs from his Myspace and put the album together themselves when he got locked up. Pretty revealing album name, wouldn't you think?