puakenikeni
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That's a nice thought, but narcissistic psychopaths do not feel remorse or emotions as we know them, and I am convinced that's what he is. He didn't need to escape from the reality of murder. Murder is what he wished to do and accomplished, no regrets about that.Perhaps as a survival technique the psychopath convinced himself it was all a dream and he didn't kill her. And now after sitting through all of this even he is being convinced he did. Slowly waking up from a powerful long sleep to a horror of reality.
He fits the profile of an eraser killer very well. When a woman in his life who has been useful becomes pregnant and complicates his life in a way that is unacceptable to him, he decides to kill her and erase her from his life. He kills coldly and with determination and never ever feels sorry for the lives he took or the people who got devastatingly hurt.
As as for the legal game, he believes he will win (this type of person) and enjoys playing the system. He will be surprised and annoyed when he goes to prison for life, but he will never grow a conscience. He's not worth the trouble of waiting or hoping to get that satisfaction from him. Healing must come through others, while the monster remains the monster forever.
If he ever were to confess, it would not be to ease the pain of those who mourn the victim. It would be to bask in his own cleverness or in trade for something he really wants. He won't "feel better" to get it off his chest. He enjoys tormenting Charli's family and friends and he enjoys defeating the searchers, and that might be one of his only enjoyments, so he won't give it up easily.