I agree that blackout stages are weird - sure, there's a lot of uncertainty. IMO, as a recent college grad & from my own experience, when you are falling like it's been described (and shown? some were caught on video, right?), it is just much more likely that she would want to go to bed, NOT continue partying. I can MAYBE see her SAYING she wants to continue (and that's a big maybe) but at that point, you can usually sit the person down and they will just sort of pass out on their own. More on that later....
I don't think lawyers for the drugs would be a big deal at this point. Investigators have said they know drugs were happening at JR's party (
http://www.lohud.com/flash/spierer/) so I have hard time really seeing how not talking freely solely because drugs were involved would be overly beneficial in comparison to just saying, "this, this, and this was available and then she went to the House Bar because she wanted x,y, or z." He wouldn't necessarily have to say how she got it, just that it was brought to his party. In fact, if JR actually knew she was heading there to begin with, it makes MUCH more sense to me that he would have said they were drinking at his party and because she wanted more, she decided to leave for whatever it was at the House Bar INSTEAD of ever saying she went home. In this scenario, he still wouldn't have to say drugs were happening at his place, just that she wanted them. If she had gone to the House Bar, there is almost no doubt in my mind that he would never cover for them and put himself at risk. In that scenario, his culpability in what happened is MUCH less and you would think that their friendship would factor heavily toward NOT covering for the House Bar. Also, I'm not sure what Indiana's laws are governing social hosts, but for most things, I don't think the host would be liable for the behavior/decisions of a guest. Something to look into for someone interested?
I noticed in the linked video that they say that LS and CR left Kilroy's together and that upon arriving at Smallwood they were confronted because LS was in such bad shape, which I think should point lean toward bed/passing out was much more on her mind than continuing - if someone is just going crazy/wanting to go all out, I really don't see why outsiders would say anything/interfere --> in fact, I think it is such an important fact that people that were not even with LS & CR DID notice and DID stop them. Also, note that the boy initially asked LS if she was okay directly. She did not respond, CR did. The boy then told CR she was in bad shape and needed to be taken to her room. CR responded, fight ensued. Not once is LS said as having said ANYTHING. I know another witness is mentioned as having heard her head hit the ground --> I can't remember, did this witness also ask CR if LS was okay? Again, just pointing out how significant that an entire group of people stopped and thought something was wrong (were these friends of LS? If they weren't, an entire group of strangers thought she was in terrible shape and got into a physical altercation stemming from it - sounds pretty bad to me) and another witness at least noticed how bad her behavior was AND it was significant enough that she remembered it the next day (if she also asked if LS was okay that again just points to how MULTIPLE strangers were concerned). If these people, who SAW LS thought she was in such terrible shape, who are we to say that she was actually perfectly okay and was actually on the hunt for something more? Her behavior does not support this & witnesses do not support this.The only people who do support the theory that she was maybe interesting in something more are POI.
I also noticed that the investigators say that LS put her things down at Kilroy's and then CR & LS left. The next thing they mention is the confrontation at Smallwood. What they did NOT mention is why exactly CR & LS left Kilroy's. Has that ever been identified?
Here are the things that I have wondered about the last few days that don't sit right with me:
* Why go to Smallwood instead of his place? This is reaching and totally just based on my own experiences and biases, but I would think that most guys that had only known a girl for about a week, knew she was in a relationship/complicated relationship (for those who think it was on the rocks), and may have known her roommates/friends liked JW, would want to go to their place over hers. I think it is even more likely if he had been banned from Smallwood (if caught, he could be kicked out and any chance of scoring would be over). If you're trying to score, it would make much more sense to go to familiar territory where there is NO chance of getting in trouble and/or roommates/friends getting involved, which kind of goes to my next point
* A lot of people think that going back to Smallwood and knocking on the door of the four female friends was them looking for somewhere to continue their party and/or hooking up. Based on her behavior, I just don't see that as likely (or really, even a slight possibility, but that's just me). I'm gone back to wondering exactly why they left Kilroy's. I'm wondering if that was when things started going downhill for her health-wise. For me, this explains a lot of loose ends from the beginning. Why did she forget her shoes AND phone? Because she was getting really, really sick and they were not a priority (and probably also not on her mind). Nothing has been mentioned of her behavior at Kilroy's that has been verified as far as I am aware, but I do not think you just start falling over/not responding within minutes, so I don't think it's unreasonable to think it started at Kilroy's. CR was with her, maybe he gave her something knowingly or unknowingly, and wanted to get rid of her fast. Easy solution? Take her home. That goes well with the type of person he's been portrayed as in the media. If she was already getting sick at Kilroy's and THAT was the reason they left, that would explain why she could hardly stand, wasn't responding to people, and was the one in "need of all the help" as the video points out. The confrontation ensues; CR splits with LS. Why not leave her? Because he gave her something (if the group of boys was willing to physically fight with CR, I don't think it is unreasonable to assume that CR would think that they would call an ambulance and/or security for LS). He drops by his friends' place; no one answers. He drags her along to his place. From there, I'm really not sure how JR got involved. I think it's important to keep in mind that JS & LS have been described as friends, they have a lot of mutual friends, these mutual friends like and defended him, and they both were Jewish (in my experiences, having that background creates a bond). I really think for those who think the boys are responsible, one of the essential things is determining their culpability and how JR ends up being "the last to see her." I think if JR had never said this and taken on that responsibility, most everyone would think CR was to blame.
As they were approaching 5 North, LS was only getting worse and falling more. I really would not be surprised if CR dragged her to JR's because, IF CR did give LS something, the got it and/or LS ingested it at JR's earlier party. Maybe MB was called, maybe CR went to MB's first and they both took LS to JR's, but I really think it is so much more likely that something happened then at 5 North and maybe she died in his (JR's) presence before they could decide on help. There are plenty of situations where the person who dies is alone responsible in ingesting whatever it was and later ODs and their friends do not realize and/or recognize what is happening until it is too late (here's one example:
http://www.keepfriendshipalive.org/about/ ---> I THINK that even when they did realize how bad the brother was getting they argued about calling 911 because they didn't want to get in trouble). I think it is SO easy to see a situation where LS is in trouble and the boys also spend time arguing about what to do. In this scenario, CR has already shown he really just wants to abandon the situation and pawn her off on someone else to deal with instead of making the call himself. I also have serious doubts about him going to bed --> he helped LS. He answered all questions directed to her. If he needed to be put to bed, so did she. Also, keep in mind that he will forever be able to say that he drank so much and the punch combined led to his "amnesia" and there is no way to verify that since no medical attention was utilized (also, I think a red flag should always go up when someone uses the term "amnesia," just sayin). I would not be surprised, however, if their initial solution was to "put her to bed" and let her "sleep it off" instead of making the call. I think their decisions, if she OD'd and they had decided not to call, let her sleep it off, or were still arguing about the "right" decision would be compounded by anything sinister ex: they were the ones who supplied whatever it was she had ingested, knowingly or unknowingly. If she were alive and died before a call was made, I think it is easy to envision a situation with just pure panic and hasty decisions.
For me, something along this line with CR being more culpable and JR becoming the supplier/unwilling participant, would explain some of CS' letters. I think there has been a few mentions of the parents specifically stating they think LS would be alive and well had she never met CR (notice that I do not believe JR is included in this statement). There's also mentions of "remember what LS meant to you." Some have wondered if that was meant for JW, but I think it could easily be meant for someone who had been, at least previously, a friend to LS (JR).
All of this is just my opinion.