PlainJaneDoe
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Some women don't need a man in their lives, and don't mind being single. It doesn't mean she is a lesbian.
:rocker: when I first separated from my stbx, I thought I would be miserable and lonely. I thought i would always feel like the third wheel and like everyone would think there was something horribly wrong with me if i went out and did stuff (go to a restaurant, the movies, a party) on my own. I had panic attacks when I thought about living alone and going off on my own to do a post-doc abroad or even in another state. I don't know about the post-doc cuz I'm not there yet, but I'm happy to say I couldn't have been more wrong about it so far! Part of that is the busyness of being a grad student (which maybe could be a factor to MS as iirc it has been said that she was vey focused) and part of it is the great friends I have to work and hang out with, who have made me feel very included and appreciated on my own. Which brings me to my next thought...when I first heard "Mickey doesn't have boyfriends," my gut response interpretation is that there was no one guy that she was "serious" about, that she just wasn't into the monogamous committed relationships for whatever reason. Some people I know, and I mean no offense or disrespect by this because most of them have been lovely people and those I was friends with were great, are "serial monogamists." Like their dating style is to be very exclusive with whomever they're "talking to" without much "dating around" in between one relationship and the next. I just took it as MS didn't have this way of socializing, with her it was more casual and less "being an item." All JMOO of course.