I have done more crying lately. I feel so sad and angry at the same time, that someone would just remove someone from their life with their family and friends. I share lots of missing person's fliers and view so many heart wrenching videos made to bring awareness to missing persons. There are thousands of families and friends of the missing that are in limbo, just waiting for the investigators to find the answers for them. Many , like our family, are not waiting. They are helping with their own legwork. My sister, Debra, and I did that last week. We continue to find puzzle pieces. We feel as sure as we can be without a body or confession, that someone murdered my son, Eric. He has been missing over 3 years under very suspicious circumstances. Three years is a long time to bear that kind of burden, but as a mother I can not stop searching for the answers. I am determined , with the help of investigators, family, Eric's friends and internet friends to find out what happened to Eric. I don't see how the people who know what happened can sleep at night or function in the day. I hope they don't do either very easily. That way, maybe they will eventually do the right thing and tell what they know happened.