VanillaRose
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When I was awoken by Hania's amber alert 3 weeks ago, I NEVER would have thought it would end this way! The longer time went, I kept hoping beyond hope but alas... Heartbreaking
After hearing before bed that a body had been found, I invited my 10 year old daughter to sleep with me (as hubby was going to be gone) since she loves to but doesn't get to do it often. I just wanted her close <3
My heart was in my throat and tears were in my eyes laying next to her tonight, sleepless, thinking about Hania and her poor family... and other families like theirs... and how I almost lost my precious girl to an asthma attack a few years ago and held her lifeless body until paramedics arrived, believing we'd lost her forever... *crying*
So VERY thankful she is with us but remember the deep pain and agony I felt in those heart stopping and gut wrenching moments of fear and loss... so heartbroken for those whose pain of loss never ends... dear Jesus hold them all
After hearing before bed that a body had been found, I invited my 10 year old daughter to sleep with me (as hubby was going to be gone) since she loves to but doesn't get to do it often. I just wanted her close <3
My heart was in my throat and tears were in my eyes laying next to her tonight, sleepless, thinking about Hania and her poor family... and other families like theirs... and how I almost lost my precious girl to an asthma attack a few years ago and held her lifeless body until paramedics arrived, believing we'd lost her forever... *crying*
So VERY thankful she is with us but remember the deep pain and agony I felt in those heart stopping and gut wrenching moments of fear and loss... so heartbroken for those whose pain of loss never ends... dear Jesus hold them all
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