ilovewings
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Another possible clue that SP was more than likely a cocaine user (as is brother E. IMO), cocaine irritates the lining of the nose and creates abnormal sensitivity. If we could see videos of SP maybe we would also see the sniffiling of his sensitive coke nose.
the gloves he wore in everyday life could have been some OCD habit. wonder how often he washed his hands?
Did he ever go to Dr. for his 'supposed' hand skin allergy?
So now we're hearing he got prescriptions for Valium in 2016 AND 2017.
SP was right age as Coke became very popular in 80's. Coke was their uppper and they took other things for their
downers/relaxers such as pills or pot. the overly confident, cocky, arrogant attitude certainly fits also.
Have known other men similar to SP and they do not "love" their women- they "need" and "use" women but there's
no love involved.
And yes domestic violence is often involved, as is a string of broken relationships.
MLD may only be of limited help to LE, depending on her life experience and knowledge of "men", relationships, and
how educated she was. to some women, being treated like a dishrag is normal. they accept this because they may not know better or they were raised to just accept it.
I think we're getting a better picture of the loose screws in this family due to brother's performances for media.
Again, I would surmise some horrible treatment of SP in his childhood.
Did his mother have bf's while husband was in jail? Was father Paddock a mean SOB to his son, SP?
I still believe this was a 'spectacular suicide' for SP and he just went out in a 'bigger than life' manner, which in many ways, how he lived his life in his later years. SP equated the big money to himself to prop up his low self esteem, as he truly had a very poor self-image in spite of trying to act big. Just my opinion, but to me, it's a pretty clear picture.
And yes, I believe he had an 'addictive' personality'. Whether it was too many guns, round the clock gambling,
substance abuse- too much alcohol, or drugs, he was not 'normal' or well adjusted.
Lack of empathy and compassion, YES, but also NO MORALS. No inner filter to guide him. Life is all about pleasure-
for him, no one else. No, he was not 'loveable', he couldn't even love himself.
SP grew up a sad, lonely child- devoid of love, compassion and empathy but amongst violence. No parental guidance
on the rules of being a good son or citizens (morals). All about pleasuring him. His emotional growth was stunted.
Lots of these guys walking among us. Watch out!
I believe he was seething inside for a long long time- i also believe he quietly had fantasies of killing lots of people and finally brought his fantasies to fruition. Lots of planning went into the horror he committed--