I would see that as "I've lived a good life" ie: living it up, partying, and now he's accepting the fact that all of his fun may be over since his reputation has been completely destroyed by media and speculation, and his entire life has been turned upside down. I think people forget about all of that and read into some of these things in twisted ways. Just imagine for a minute that he is innocent and just completely burdened by this terrible luck. I can't imagine how awful it must be right now for him, even all of these years after. Imagine trying to go grocery shopping, or taking your car to the shop, or god forbid stopping at your kid's school, the guy already had problems between him and his wife. Imagine all the suspicious strangers staring at you everywhere you go, or people you knew, too, when once upon a time not that long ago you were a damn celebrity in your hometown/community, all the guys your age knew you and loved drinking with you, partying with you. I'm not saying he's an angel or anything like that, but this entire situation must suck really, really bad for him. And I've been trying to hold off a lot of judgments based solely on the fact that he cooperated 100% with LE and just because we only have scraps of information released to us does not mean HE held anything back. Pak, I'm not so sure, but again trying to hold off judgment. CPH, I don't even know what to make of him because of his checkered past and inserting himself into the situation the way he has. But JB was completely cooperative, took the polygraph willingly, LET LE SEARCH HIS HOUSE, they took his car. He didn't fight it and he sure could have tried. And I certainly don't blame him for trying to keep a low profile now. Wouldn't you if you were just dragged through the mud back and forth like that?
