kaen
Trying to be a good human.
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I'm starting to think the motive was pills. I think they had limited his access to pills and he lost it. Just my opinion
He said he was struggling on the 6th with withdraw symptoms. Stayed at the hotel and was afraid to be out in the heat. I do think that the pressure about the scope and cost of his addiction was much more of a family focus than it had ever been.
It does not seem that BM was there often and had begun to carve out a different life. I wonder if he came around less because of the behavior of his father and the addiction.
Like functional alcoholics, AM seemed to be able to keep his addiction under wraps. But that means that MM, PM, and BM had to keep the secret. I am sure there was lots of conflicts that never got resolved and just became the fabric of the family. AM and his need for control/last word/family leader must have been oppressive. At the Moselle property, they had lots of guests and I would venture that AM was always the life of the party (just like his birthday video shown in court) but he probably disappeared and reappeared with a fresh pill infusion.
His 1200 mg habit is likely a very exaggerated report. I can't see him not overdosing or doing long term liver damage with those amounts in a system. That said, this became his number because he exaggerated it to someone and it is the lie that stuck.
I find his stories so telling in that he is always teaching. I find his "I will answer any question you have." statements to be so disengenuous because he just wants control. He must have been great to have a 15 second conversation with but so stubborn, self-absorbed, and self-destructive to live with.