Not a nun yet- only in the beginning state right now. The order is still discerning if I (and God) is calling me to this religious life. I am 63 yrs old and still have my younger son with me- he's leaving in the Spring. I'll have to get rid of all my worldly goods (and smoking), but I have been thinking of this for years now. The worldly goods don't bother me- it's just stuff. I really want to make some kind of difference in the time I have left in this world. My family has had a hard time about this decision of mine, but I really want it. I won't be giving them up, just adding more meaningful things to my life (you never lose your family). It's harder for an older woman to enter a convent- they really would like younger woman. It's been a hard climb.
Here's the order, if you're interested:
http://www.holymyrrhbearers.com/aboutus.html
Just because you are a nun doesn't mean you can't remember what it is to be a woman, you know.
I didn't want to say anything before because I didn't want anyone to think they had to be "different" with me.
And I don't believe in the DP, unfortunatly.
Good luck with your journey, YesorNo! Thank you for sharing with us and being so real
I too do not believe in the DP. Just like everybody else, I have my own personal reasons. I recently was in DC and visited the Crime and Punishment Museum there (really interesting place!), and they had a room dedicated to the death penalty. They had some real equipment and some replica equipment for all of the various ways throughout time that people were put to death. I found myself frozen in the middle of that room and a feeling of total sadness washed over me pretty strongly. Death is sad. No matter how it comes, it's terribly sad. But in that moment I was also so very thankful for my humanity and compassion, and the ability to feel. It is a gift. One of the best gifts we have here on this earth. JA will never experience it like we do.
Many years ago when posed with my thoughts about the death penalty, I decided that God should be the only person to make that decision.
And I've felt that way most of my life. I will admit though in recent years, I have struggled with this. As I have lived and aged a few years, and witnessed savage, tragic, senseless acts and events, I have found myself wondering if maybe some do deserve to die. I have wished death upon evil murders. I have wanted them removed from this earth so we can all get back to peace, and sometimes just wanted it out of revenge.
But then something always brings me back to my core and I'm reminded why I made that choice years ago. Why I choose life over death. Standing in that room in the museum in DC, I didn't even need to consider it for a moment. I felt what I knew I believed in my heart. I'm thankful for moments of clarity like that.
I've never shared these thoughts on this board before, as I was a little scared as to how it would be received. This is humbly my own personal experience and belief only.
I absolutely respect others' beliefs on this topic, as they have every right to live their own journeys and decide what's right for them. I completely understand why people, especially families of victims, want the death penalty. I hope that the Alexander family gets the jury that can provide the punishment that they see fit.
I do very much like the idea that many have posed about "life row", where violent criminals are put away in to confined conditions for the remainder of their life, to prevent anybody else from ever being hurt. Even though I don't believe in the DP, doesn't mean that I am soft on crime. I have no problems whatsoever with people who murder, rape or hurt children being locked away for the rest of their days.
Thank you for listening :seeya: