I'm bringing in discussion from thread 162 into this thread (about how Arias murdered Travis Alexander). There were many posters in thread 162 with great postings, however, I do not know how to bring their postings to this thread.
First of all, let's assume that the truth is: Arias was on her knees outside of TA's shower taking pictures of him. Arias drops the camera, TA comes after her in a rage, Arias fears for her life, she runs (after TA body slams her onto the tile) to the closet, where Arias floats to the top shelf and grabs a gun on her first try, Arias points the gun at Travis Alexander to make him stop coming after her, Arias accidently shoots Travis Alexander in the head.
Shot in the head, Travis Alexander is not a viable threat to Arias. Arias could have fled to safety, and, called the police. With medical care, Travis Alexander may have survived being shot in the head by Arias.
Let's assume that Arias (in her fog) got it all wrong - except for the part that TA was coming after her with the intent to kill her. Arias picks up the knife and stabs Travis Alexander in his chest hitting his superior vena cava. At this time, Travis Alexander is not a threat to Arias' life. Arias could have fled, called 911 - and it is possible that with quick medical care Travis Alexander could have survived being stabbed through his superior vena cava. Had Arias sliced Travis Alexander throat causing trauma to his jugular vein - Arias could have fled to safety, called 911 - and there is a chance, again, with prompt medical care that Travis Alexander could have survived trauma to the jugular vein.
Arias did not stop until she had inflicted 29 severe stab wounds, sliced his throat, and shot him in the head. If Arias was "fighting for her life" - IMO, Arias would have wanted to get as far away from Travis Alexander when she could (which would have been after Arias inflicted significant trauma to Travis Alexander's body).
Arias crime against Travis Alexander is beyond brutal and sadistic. After being stabbed in the heart - without medical intervention - Travis Alexander would have died. He would not have been in any condition to get himself to the hospital - Arias did not stop her attack on Travis Alexander until she slaughtered him.
The (roughly) two minutes from Travis Alexander sitting on the bottom of his shower - to Travis Alexander bloody with his murderer standing over him must have been the longest most agonizing two minutes in Travis Alexander's life. We do not know when Travis Alexander succumbed to his murderer Arias' brutal and savage attack. We do know that Travis Alexander had to have been terrified, fearful, and panic stricken as he strained to get away from his tormentor - only to be overcome with the the feeling of excruciating distress as he realized that he was in fact going to die.
Arias, on the other hand, was confident, delighted and pleased. Arias offered to help police with their murder investigation. Arias has shown nothing but arrogance, audacity, pride, and shamelessness.
IMO, a reasonable person shown Travis Alexander's slaughtered body and told, "you did this," would react by having a heart attack. A reasonable person with humility, and, empathy could not live with themselves knowing that they slaughtered a person (especially if they could not remember it) as a normal person would say, "I do not want to cause that type of carnage again therefore just lock me up and throw away the key."
Arias' audaciousness and defiance gives me the impression that only she knows exactly how she murdered Travis Alexander. IMO, Arias enjoys herself. In prison, I think that she will enjoy her "fan club," twittering, making art work. This is what is so upsetting - I do not see Arias unhappy, sad, or even timid about spending life in prison. To me, Arias believes that she is a star - she has achieved her dreams (no one will ever have Travis Alexander, no one that loved Travis Alexander will be able to remember him without those awful wounds joyfully caused by Arias).
I hope that Arias is one day asked to answer the question, "You loved Travis Alexander very much and did want him to die." Of course, Arias will say "yes," and talk about her amazing love for Travis Alexander as long as she is allowed. After this question, I would like to see her asked, "if you were afraid for you life - and did not want to harm Travis Alexander - just get away from - why didn't you after you caused the first major trauma to Travis Alexander's body - you could have gotten away safely called 911 and Travis Alexander could be alive today."