I spent two entire weeks reading every single article I could on this case before the trial commenced. I chased down and read every facebook, myspace, and blog I could possibly locate. I watched and wept through many videos Travis' friends, coworkers, and family have been kind enough to upload.
I saw pictures of Jodi as a little girl. I saw pictures of Travis as a little boy. I read about any family I could find. I went into this with the history of being in an abusive relationship with someone diagnosed with comorbid narcissistic and antisocial personality disorders. I know all too well how destructive and paralyzing a relationship like that can be. Initially I believed Jodi's account of abuse until I read more. Once the skeleton of the story was built there is no way I believe her to be a victim of domestic abuse at Travis' hands.
I walk away from those experiences though with this knowledge. Many people have different perceptions of Jodi Arias. It would appear she showed a different piece of her personality based on audience. The perception of Travis though is steady and constant. He was a generous, funny, kind-hearted soul who loved his little black dog, was very proud of the home he'd decorated, and truly believed people could become awesome through adversity. He made an impact of dozens and dozens of lives that is felt to this day.
Jodi has admitted to killing Travis. She has therefore admitted to stabbing him, while naked and wet, 29 times, slicing his throat so deeply both his carotid and jugular were severed, and then shooting him in the head. She has then therefore also admitted to tampering with evidence; lying to friends, family and law enforcement; creating a manufactured alibi with plenty of evidence of premeditation; and she attempted to get forged letters admitted into evidence to further denigrate the victim in this case.
Those
are the facts of this case...and I am not a juror and as such am allowed as much bias as Websleuths is kind enough to entertain.