I completely agree with you Chanler, that she lives inside her head and sometimes likes to view herself as a martyr.
Regarding the bolded statement, if I were a juror in this trial, the fact that she wants the death penalty, would push me more to give her a life in prison with no chance of parole, because then it is indeed a punishment to her, knowing that she will be spending the rest of her life sitting in prison.
Hi, Nobodyzgirl; in my mind, your remarks on her sentencing hit the mark on the head. I've long been in favor of the mandatory life sentence, rather than the death penalty, because I think that it shows both the culprit, his victim, and society that their act will have repercussions for days, months, years, and decades. To me, the life sentence is a life and death sentence, whereas the death sentence is often just a quick fix.