Let me see if I can translate my twisted logic here.
First of all, JA lies. So do I believe they only ever had anal? No. But it doesn't matter. I am not claiming that she was EVER pregnant. I am believing that she convinced Travis that she was. And to punish him, she 'ended' the imaginary pregnancy any way she thought of, to HURT him. Or, he found out that she had lied about being pregnant. Or he believed that she had an abortion. By the time she ramped it up to this level in the 'relationship that didn't really exist', it was not about having Travis anymore. He needed to be punished and stopped.
Remember the day the sex tape was to be played? JA came back to the courtroom obviously upset and had been crying. She looked a hot mess that day. And it wasn't fake. She was about to be exposed for the tramp that she is.
Travis threatened to expose her to Leslie Udi, her family, the Freemans, etc. It was about being EXPOSED. She would never have testified about the imaginary pregnancy or even testified as if she was ever really pregnant.
She has had millions of words to say and yet she has NEVER said a word as to what caused Travis to rant at her the way he did in that message. She hasn't touched it with a ten foot pole. I think she avoided it like the plague because she knew JM would get close to the truth about what she did.
That is one claim she would never sing from the rooftops or the witness stand. Being truly exposed is what made her kill Travis. IMO