reeva to Oscar. 27th January. 16.17... ... am not 100 sure why I am sitting down writing to you, but todayt was one of my best friends engagement, but you are picking on me incessantly.. agh he is going too fast I am not flirting with anyone today I am sick that you made scene ,and how you made me leave the table. we live in a double relationship you are very quick to act , and .. ahg..
I do everything to make you happy, say nothing to rock the boat. you do everything to have tanrums in front of people I am so upset I left darrins party
I am scared of you sometimes, and how you make me frightened. I am not some other ***** I stay with you even when I am scared out of mind.
( this typist cant go on) .