The reasoning here appears to go like this: OP seems to avoid responsibility for his actions, using the passive voice etc. So do sociopaths and criminals. In fact, there was a murderer who did X, where X is a very bad. Therefore OP is a sociopath, or at least criminally minded, and possibly capable of X if given enough rope.With all due respect, I disagree. Sociopaths and the criminally minded in general tend to cannily avoid taking responsibility as active agents, often using passive constructions to frame their deeds. Just as anecdote, I recall a murderer who had choked his victim to death saying something to the effect of he "reacted" to HER prodding him until "she was taken by death." OP talks about when "the tragedy happened." Accidental or not, he caused the tragedy.
I hope the flaw in reasoning here is clear.