I am feeling stronger and in so doing I am realizing some not so Jesus like actions I have taken. For one thing, I have shown anger toward Jennifer. I really don't want to do that. I want to forgive and move on. She has made some bad choices in life but not one of us can say we haven't. She did not wish for Anjelica to be hurt. I have never had such a huge amount of Godly encouragement come into my life from people, but I thank God for this supportive forum and other people too that have all been very helpful. I am humbled.
Oh, Zach, I believe that is a direct result of prayer! I am so happy you're feeling stronger. Keep letting yourself lean on encouraging people. Surround yourself with them, and love your girls through all of this chaos.