Amber Heard
interview
Part 2
Interviewer: There's a text message where Johnny promises total global humiliation for you. Do you feel like that came true?
Amber: I know he promised it. I testified to this, I'm not a good victim, I get it. I'm not a likeable victim, I'm not a perfect victim, but when I testified I asked the jury just to see me as human and hear his own words, which is a promise to do this, it feels as though he has.
Interviewer: Having been found libel are you nervous, as we are here today, about what you can say now?
Amber: Of course. I took for granted what I assumed was my right to speak.
Interviewer: Do you feel like you could be sued again by him for defamation?
Amber: I'm scared that no matter what I do, no matter what I say or how I say it, every step that I take will present another opportunity for this sort of silencing. Which is what I guess a defamation lawsuit is meant to do. It's meant to take your voice.
Interviewer: Life had seemingly moved on and you decide to write an op-ed. Why did you do that?
Amber: Because the op-ed wasn't about my relationship with Johnny.
Interviewer: But it alluded to him, it was unmistakable.
Amber: You know what the op-ed was about was, you know, me loaning my voice to a bigger cultural conversation that we were having at the time.
Interviewer: Did you worry - gosh I'd love to be a person weighing in on these cultural issues, that that's going to stir this all up again?
Amber: I obviously knew. It was important for me not to make it about him or to do anything like defame him. I had lawyers, teams of lawyers, review all the drafts of this. (
lawyers fault...OBVIOUSLY ).
Interviewer: When you wrote this op-ed, it was at the height of metoo. Legions of powerful men being cancelled, losing their jobs. Did you want that to happen to Johnny Depp?
Amber: Of course not, of course not. It wasn't about him.
(
Amber is asked about May, 16th and the restraining order).
Amber: This was a hoax according to his team. Why didn't I co-operate with the police? As I've testified before and I will stand by until my dying day, I didn't want to co-operate with them. I didn't want this to be out, I didn't want this to be known. I didn't want to co-operate with them because I didn't want to get him in trouble. If it was a hoax, I could have done that.
Interviewer: But 5 days later you went to court and it came out.
Amber: 5 days later I made the decision to stand up for myself and protect myself. You can't get a restraining order in private, which of course I didn't understand the night when the cops were called.
Interviewer: An employee of TMZ testified at court and said that TMZ was tipped off about when you were going to be going to the courthouse, and what side of your face bruises would be apparent. Did you tip off TMZ?
Amber: I was going to say, he certainly didn't get tipped off by me or anyone I know. Why would they?
Interviewer: You asked no-one to do that?
Amber: As I testified to before, it had nothing to do with me.
Interviewer: There were different instances that you testified to, and the Depp legal team would put up pictures of you, publicaly, right after that, or in the days following and say "
why are there no bruises".
Amber: Again, it's that thing if you have bruising, if you have injuries, "
it's fake". If you don't have any then you aren't injured.
Interviewer: You had promised to donate 7 million dollars of your divorce settlement to charity. It was revealed at trial that you haven't done so yet, however, they played a tape where you state on the air that you have donated it. Do you think that raised questions as to your credibility with the jury?
Amber: I made a pledge and that pledge is made over time by it's nature and...
Interviewer: You say "
I donated". You know that everybody thinks that you've donated it, not that you'd pledged to. So the jurors sitting there, do you think like that was you getting caught in a lie?
Amber: I don't know, because so much of the...I feel like so much of the trial was meant to cast aspersions on who I am as a human. My credibility, to call me a liar in every way you can...
Interviewer: That
was the trial. It
was a credibility contest, and that was it.
Amber: This is another one of the examples, where if you pull back and you think about it, I shouldn't have to have donated it, in an effort for it to be believed. I shouldn't have to have ear marked the entirety of that in order to have....
Interviewer: You shouldn't have, but once you said you did...
Amber: Right, which is where it was intended to go.
Interviewer: How do see your future now?
Amber: I get to be a mum, like full-time you know, where I'm not having to juggle calls with lawyers.
Interviewer: One day you may want to tell your daughter about this, or have to tell your daughter about everything that you've gone through. What would you want to say?
Amber: I think no matter what, it will mean something. I did the right thing, I did everything I could to stand up for myself and the truth.
Interviewer: On the first day of the trial you issued a statement, and part of the statement said "
I still have love for Johnny".
Amber: Yes.
Interviewer: Is that still true?
Amber: Yes.
Interviewer: After everything?
Amber: Absolutely, absolutely. I love him. I loved him with all my heart and I tried the best I could to make a deeply broken relationship work, and I couldn't. I have no bad feelings or ill will towards him at all. I know that might be hard to understand, or it might be really easy to understand. If you've ever loved anyone, it should be easy.