I had a dream and so far only one and it happened 2 weekends ago BUT I vividly remember it like it happened last night. 2 nights before I had the dream I stopped reading, watching, or looking at anything that had to do with the case, Caylee, Casey or the A's. Here is my dream.....
I was in an apartment and it was all an open floor plan except for a hallway with my kids bedrooms...my husband and I were laying in bed (it was a twin size waterbed) and all of the sudden we heard a loud sound of rushing water and wind. DH commented that it must be the TS or Hurricane coming and he got up to get a drink of water...my ds came in and asked for a glass of water too. While the two of them were drinking water I saw a big bright white light and dh and ds started fading away as I was being called down this tunnel of light...I followed and ended up in a room...
The room was full of police officers...it was like a shift change going on and I was sitting at one of the desks but I couldn't hear what they were saying and they didn't seem to see or hear me either. While I was sitting at the desk I noticed a piece of yellow legal pad paper crumpled up and it started uncrumpling by itself on the desk...I was screaming but no one heard me...the paper opened and then letters started to appear they were written in children's handwriting and all that appeared was C L E.....my desk started shaking and I was screaming but no one heard me....
I then "felt" myself being grabbed by a man he was big (not fat) but I couldn't see his face or or any other distinguishing features...he started wrapping me up in black plastic (like a garbage bag or what you put down to cover weeds before laying mulch or rocks) and he just kept wrapping it around me almost like a mummy and I kept trying to fight my way out of the plastic and screaming but nothing came out....(I really thought I was going to wake up kicking, punching, screaming and thrashing)...I started to feel like I couldn't breathe and my mouth was very tight and i was gasping for breath...
All of the sudden in my ear clear as day I hear a little girls voice in my head saying over and over and over again "help me, help me, help me, help me" I could not get that voice out of my head...I could not see her but I could feel and hear her...
I then felt myself being tossed or thrown (in the black plastic) into water and I started spinning in a circle (almost as if I was on a water slide or when you flush the toilet and it swirls) and i kept fighting and the girl kept saying "help me help me help me"
I was so scared in my "dream" and really felt like i couldn't breathe so I forced myself to wake up and it took everything I had in me to wake up....I was shaking, covered in sweat and gasping for breath...
I have not had a dream about "her" since and even though I wish I was given something "concrete" I am too scared to "try" and have the dream again or let myself think about her before bed (also my husband travels and that would be too much for me if he wasn't home to "comfort" me). I have had dreams about the A's and I am usually sitting in their house and waiting for them to talk to me but they never do...they are nice to me and there is sadness and lots of tears and worry and i try to tell them it is alright to tell that i want to help them and explain to everyone what happened they just hug me and cry
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I don't feel like what I explained above was a "dream" per se because it FELT real like I was really experiencing it and i don't normally have dreams like that...I felt like the girl on Medium when I woke up and thought
I am glad that doesn't happen EVERY night..
I am sorry that this was so long but like I said I remember it and replay it over and over and over in my head all day long and wish that i could find or see something....
Keep posting your dreams it is interesting to see the similarities in some of them...