AbbieNormal
Runs With Scissors
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I sit here watching the trial, the trial I have been waiting for for 3 years. Its hard for me some days as my youngest grandkids are just-turned-three and just-turned-four. Its hard sometimes to even look at them because my mind goes to stuff like "Caylee probably enjoyed that too" or How can someone kill a child so small, so precious and so tender? I know Caylee ran to either Casey or Cindy with flowers picked too short, weeds delivered in a bunch with a smiling face looking up at you, pure love. Its a sick mind that can extinguish such a life.
I don't care what Caseys problems were. I in no way believe George molested her, nor Lee. But even if one of them DID father Caylee, who cares. She was a precious life and it was taken by her own mother. The finger points to nobody else. There's no conspiracy plot here, it is what it is.
Anyway here I am watching daily, catching up in the evenings with something I might have missed...I am not as enthusiastic about the trial, or Casey's reactions to it. Its gone on too long, family members are agonizing to watch on the stand, IMO, and its TIME TO GET ON WITH IT. She's guilty, lets go. Does the defense plan to drag this out for as long as possible? The time will eventually come for Casey to be judged. She can't run from that.
I feel obligated to Caylees memory to see this through, this is a promise I made to her, too. I have my little garden w/ Caylee flowers planted, a bench and porch swing afford really pretty views of her flowers. This is where I sit and try to contemplate what I am going to take away from all this.
I may not get involved w/ a missing child case again for a long time. Its soul-draining.
abbie
I don't care what Caseys problems were. I in no way believe George molested her, nor Lee. But even if one of them DID father Caylee, who cares. She was a precious life and it was taken by her own mother. The finger points to nobody else. There's no conspiracy plot here, it is what it is.
Anyway here I am watching daily, catching up in the evenings with something I might have missed...I am not as enthusiastic about the trial, or Casey's reactions to it. Its gone on too long, family members are agonizing to watch on the stand, IMO, and its TIME TO GET ON WITH IT. She's guilty, lets go. Does the defense plan to drag this out for as long as possible? The time will eventually come for Casey to be judged. She can't run from that.
I feel obligated to Caylees memory to see this through, this is a promise I made to her, too. I have my little garden w/ Caylee flowers planted, a bench and porch swing afford really pretty views of her flowers. This is where I sit and try to contemplate what I am going to take away from all this.
I may not get involved w/ a missing child case again for a long time. Its soul-draining.
abbie