Thank you
@insearchoflight for saying what I've been thinking.
BK had lost jobs, been bullied, humiliated, socially rejected before and not killed before. Why now? What was the reason that led to his intent to stop studying killers and become one? At first I wondered if BK and the WSU professor had a mutual dislike for each other from the beginning, the feeling being stronger on BK's side. Was it that rage? Was it the loss of TA funding? There are other programs, schools, loans. No, most likely, BK realized his dislike for teaching. The professor and students recognized that early on. Academia nor grading provided what BK was seeking. He was doing his duty grading undergrads, yet not "respected." There was no notoriety, no pleasure, no thrill, no one treated him "special" or brilliant in faculty world. These other professors even thought they were as smart as he is; he knew they weren't (
in his mind).
BK knew what actions could result in an arrest. He knew a high probability of arrest existed if he did certain things; he did some of them anyway; I believe PURPOSEFULLY. He used his own car, took his own phone, left the sheath, took an ID related to the house. I even believe he made 4 drive-bys the house, not looking for lights on, a parking space or deciding whether to go through with killing, but the four passes by cameras were to make sure at least one camera picked up his car on that foggy night. The only thing I don't believe he planned on leaving was the touch DNA on the snap.
IMO this was, is, and will be a cat-and-mouse game to him for as long as he can milk it. He got to live his fantasy and became "famous"; he even has a "fan" club now. Every major news org carried the video of his traffic stop a couple days ago. I imagine he is having the best time of his life now watching himself on the news. Consequences? Deterrents? These are incentives to him. The trial, win or lose, is part of his fame-game.
The 4 people killed had big dreams for their futures; this was BK's dream. Beyond SicK.
Can't know this for sure,
of course not. It's my speculation and belief at this moment. MOO