Well if CN is reading here: ever think why he was engaged to someone else and not you? Because he never wanted to marry you. JMO
IMO. As I read through all of the testimony I was struck by how hard Millard was working to involve Noudga even further in his delusional schemes.....and it set off a little of my own delusional thinking---
It all started with the 'tiny mission' he lured her into on May 9th that ended with moving the incinerator,ditching the gun and then ditching the truck----pretty heavy stuff for a tiny mission. And even that is not enough, he busts his



to lure her again into a scheme to frame Smich and interfere with the testimony of a Crown witness. He does all of this to complicate her criminal involvement even further ........and his love struck Noudga doll ( with her head stuck in academia thinking how smart she is) doesn't ask a single question and doesn't suspect a thing....she still all gaga about the memorable sex!!
If she was genuinely that mindless when in his company....if she was in fact that compliant, that easily manipulated and that needy or desparate for a 'heater with a penis', and that stoned each time she was with him---this relationship was already littered with signs warning of serious trouble ahead. She was not his main squeeze---he had Whidden for mature wild sex whenever he was available and classy and stunning Spafford to take his arm when he cared to act like a gentleman.....and then there was Noudga---hanging on for 6 years, wanting more from Dell than he was prepared to give, pestering, hoping for more, asking demanding, pouty and moody.
Honestly, I suspect she was fast becoming dispensible---soon to be no more valuable to him than his other minions like Smich, Hagerman, Michalski or Scullion or LB.
Delusional flash.....woo her, implicate her in the crime, testify against her and wash his hands of her and move on......a sort of Canadian justice system 'mission digestion'. I am just thinking.....maybe CN should ponder on this for a bit....... IMO