But I thought I knew the risks (but I only knew statistics). I guess I don't blame myself, exactly, and I'm certain that Dad did not. Everything could have been much worse. I just wish I'd spared him (and the special team that came in from a university - we didn't know they were going to do that, either). He didn't want to "linger" I should have known better.
At the same time, I know he's happy knowing that those young doctors got amazing practice on this fragile 99 year old man. I talked to them a bit afterward and let them know that I was so grateful to them and they said they were grateful too - they didn't get to do anesthesia on many cases like a 99 year old man.
BTW, my kids now know this and I can see a little fear in their eyes about the possibility of me being ventilated. Great conversation topic, right? I do not want to be ventilated - but I am not 99.
I don't know what to say about it.
MOO