Sixty & sunny, dull roar off I-80 in my part of the world. I've been puzzling over how & why this happened every night.
Who goes from normal guy to executioner in a few minute span? What was the trigger that he thought he was entitled to be Mollie's grim reaper, taking away her next 60 or so years?
The cons of the crime so outweigh the pros that I am actually starting to wonder if it didn't go down pretty much how he said (though I don't believe a word out of him). Had he just driven past her that day, he could have resumed his entire life. Stayed in the U.S., sent $ home, had opportunities. Huge stakes, versus stay off the radar. To get to one woman, for a 43 minute experience.
For him, how did the pros of the crime outweigh the negatives? All he had to do was not get in her space. He had to have known frightening her would not end well for either him or her. But he did it anyway. It's not mentally sound. It's not how people reason.
I know that I like to think there are always precipitating signs with men like him. Clear-cut stuff women can spot ahead of time, like tendency toward a short fuse. If it's true about his black/block outs, it was on him to take responsibility to fix that. But his chain of reasoning excluded that. That afternoon, he literally traded the rest of his life for hers. Why would any one woman be worth that to him?
I don't know, but there's something hinky about how it went down that I keep circling back to. Were this pre-planned, wouldn't he have placed her in a very concealed spot? I mean really? A cornfield right off the street? So many dead bodies are never recovered they're so hidden well. Leaning toward not pre-planned, but planned through later, the 5 weeks where he sat on what he knew. 5 weeks time to come up with the best story possible, which is what we got. It was the best he could do.
I get it that men like him don't reason like we do (duh). I can't figure out if it was pre-planned or he snapped. Premeditation can occur in a second, yes, but maybe he literally thought ahead of time, yes, I can murder this woman and no one will ever find out. What fun. Then drives to find her.