Thanks for bringing this up. I feel the same as you.
Why Josh Duggar freaks me out
When I research this subject there is usually a disturbing theme:
Escalation!
Apparently it is not uncommon for people who view adult porn for years and years to get desensitized to it thus they seek out more graphic porn. Yes viewing porn can get worse, without describing it I will put it this way:
Adults engaging in intimate relations, groups of adults, bondage, torture...
So anyway, it is easy for some to escalate their viewing into these various types. The thing that I didn't know is that this
adult porn escalation can advance past adult porn and go into child sexual abuse.
From there it can keep escalating, the viewer getting desensitized and going further. By further I mean what I said above, how it goes further with viewing adult porn can go further viewing child sexual abuse.
So when I hear Josh went from touching his sisters to watching adult porn to then seeking real life sex with multiple partners, to viewing child sexual abuse to viewing escalating child sexual abuse etc..
I fear if escalation and getting desensitized continues unchecked then Josh might try to touch a real child. He will think, "I won't do that again" then he does.
Then this touching a real child escalates to more and more encounters.
It can even escalate to younger children. Do you know one reason child sexual predators start seeking out young toddlers?
Because they are too young to describe it.
So all this is why Josh Duggar freaks me out!
Studies suggesting that non-pedophilic porn users can escalate into child porn
How extreme porn has become a gateway drug into child abuse
Why did my porn use escalate?
5 Things I Learned From Being Addicted To Child Porn
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