I posted this on the Mirror boards and wanted to share it with you as I head off to watch Last Comic Standing with my most amazing and patience husband....
I feel it very strongly in myself that if anything happened to my children (both under 11 years) especially if it involved violence and most especially if I did not know what happened to them....I would be done for.
I often wonder if I would be able to be strong for the remaining child and I truly believe that I would have to make sure they would be cared for and then...I'm checking out. I absolutely could not live with the thought that my child might be in the hands of evil.
These thoughts just floor me, they destroy me. And they are just thoughts. Those kiddos are in the next room happily playing. And I am crying...
I could never understand how the McCanns could be so....stoic. I never could and I never will, understand.
I am still trying not to be judgmental but, if I find out that the McCanns have lied and played with my deepest fears and made me afraid to let go of my daughter when we go out and made me cry for weeks on end and created a suspicion in my mind about parents with lost children....then God help them because I am not alone and they will know the force of the anger of millions...I would not want to be them....
I wish you all a peaceful good night...
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Very nice post colomom
