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The Court: Well, that terminology doesn’t necessarily mean suicide. That’s her interpretation is that he wanted to commit suicide, that was the defendant?
Ms. Willmott: No. Judge, first of all, it’s not about Mr. Alexander’s state of mind. It’s about Ms. Arias and what she have perceived when Mr. Alexander said, I F’n want to kill myself. That’s what he says. He threatened suicide. Now that’s about what that does to somebody in a relationship.
Second of all, Ms. LaViolette does not have this all wrong. She’s talking– she just is not allowed to finish the story because of the constant objections. But that’s what she’s talking about is when she goes back the next day and talks to Mr. Alexander about it and how upset he gets.
Mr. Martinez: But the thing is that if Ms. Willmott and I were married, I certainly would say I F’g want to kill myself. That doesn’t mean I want to kill myself. It just means there’s a bad relationship and I want you to leave me alone.
She’s talking again about somebody’s state of mind. Just because somebody says that, that doesn’t mean that he wants to commit suicide.
The Court: Okay.
Ms. Willmott: Judge, just for the record, I think that that was an insult because he’s trying to say that if he and I were married–
Mr. Martinez: That was a compliment, bad joke.
Ms. Willmott: I don’t see it as either. But at any point–
The Court: All right. Let’s move past that.
Ms. Willmott: Okay