I have tried to keep up, impossible. What in the world is JA rolling her eyes for? This is her star witness. It's about 54:37 in this video.
Jodi Arias Trial - Day 36 - Part 4 - YouTube
Worry Wart, I think Arias is trying to mimic the facial expressions of Wilmott.
As far as this witness testimony goes - do we need to know, "I thought it was a volunteer job. Then I said I assume this is a volunteer job. Then I was told it was an actual job. So, I was surprised to find out it was a job ...
then I thought volunteer positions are jobs too they are jobs but a person does not get paid a salary a salary is what a person gets paid a year or per hour then I thought volunteers to not get paid yearly or hourly but a volunteer position is still a job then I thought that that thinking this job was a volunteer job instead of an actual job was not the right way to think then I thought that I was actually surprised to find out that I was going to get paid for the job then I thought it's still a surprise ...
The words in italic were not said by the witness - it just seems as though the testimony is a lot about nothing.
Let's assume that Arias was a victim of abuse perpetrated by Travis Alexander. Scared Arias went to great lengths to get to Travis Alexander's without detection - Arias plans required a great deal of effort, time, and work on her part. According to Arias, she was able to "fly" up reaching the top closet shelf and finding the gun on her first try - Travis Alexander was not in the closet trying to stop her - According to Arias she pointed the gun at Travis Alexander - Arias, assuming she is a victim, had the upper hand.
Plus, if Arias was convinced that she was a victim of Travis Alexander's abuse - that she had to murder Travis Alexander to save her own life - why did Arias clean up the crime scene, flee the area, not tell anyone, avoided notifying police. If Arias knew that she acted because she had to - Arias would have called the police - Arias would have believed that she did nothing wrong as she was saving her own life.
No one, IMO, can excuse, mitigate, explain, or justify Arias' slaughter of Travis Alexander. Again, if her plan to visit Travis Alexander was innocent - Arias would have no reason to work so hard to conceal her travel to TA's house. More so, Arias would have called the police because according to her she acted to save her life - and when she saw blood on her hands she knew that something bad had happened but she knew that she acted to save her life.
Arias did not call the police because Arias knew that she had planned and executed the slaughtering of Travis Alexander.
I believe that Arias took Travis Alexander prisoner on June 4th - Travis Alexander was not "free" to do what he wanted - he was her prisoner, her hostage. Arias weakened her prey "playing" with Travis Alexander. When Arias decided that she was done "playing" with her prey she murdered Travis Alexander savagely.