PrimeSuspect
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I believe BB when he tells of his visceral shock at finding his daughter lying down still, with her eyes wide open. I do not think he intended to kill her.
Poor Ellie had been like a cat with nine lives, surviving several extreme assaults at the hands her father without visible harm (that he could see). She probably survived many more, less serious assaults that we will never know about.
At 7 weeks old, after he shook her she wasn't expected to survive the night, and if she did they thought she would be severely disabled. But she made a full recovery.
She also seemed to recover from whatever caused the skull fracture that was over one year old, from whatever caused the rebound brain injury (I can't remember what it was called), from whatever caused her scapula to break, from whatever caused her spinal injuries, and from whatever caused her second skull fracture a couple of weeks before her death.
She had been so resilient to survive so many serious assaults, that I think BB did not realise anymore exactly how damaging his assaults were.
I think he inflicted yet another serious assault on her that morning and knocked her unconscious, and thought she would just wake up again after a few hours like she usually did.
But this time he had gone too far. I believe he was genuinely shocked to find her lying dead with her eyes open.
What I don't understand is why he is going down the route of being so shocked and scared that he delayed calling an ambulance for his severely injured daughter. Even if he was innocent it just makes him look incredibly selfish, that he was more bothered about himself getting into trouble, than he was about his daughter's health and survival.
(On that note, surely most parents worst fears for their children are along the lines of getting abducted, getting cancer, getting hit by a car etc. NOT self centred fears that they will be blamed for their child's accidental death).
He'd be better off saying that she was dead or so close to it that she was beyond help, which is why he didn't bother phoning 999 immediately. I guess that he doesn't want to contradict his and JG's previous storytelling, and their acting to 999 like they'd just found her, and allowing them to try to resuscitate her.
IMO, BB must have had fights in his life, he knew the pain a beating will cause yet he didn't care that his tiny daughter endured excruciating pain at his hands. BB is a heartless human being and knew what he was doing. BB didn't want Ellie to die, he wanted her to remain and be his punching bag for as long as he needed an outlet. She represented everything that was wrong with his life. This kind of thinking is against most people's nature, why should Ellie or anyone pay for his shortcomings?
A 'normal' person knows striking a child or even an adult, will cause pain, if BB can't understand that, he's not normal. He's a sadistic monster, imo. If I slapped his face, he'd recoil in pain, he'd understand that. He feels better when he's inflicting pain, he's a sadistic freak. I hope he rots in prison.
