UK - Nurse Lucy Letby Faces 22 Charges - 7 Murder/15 Attempted Murder of Babies #17

[DinerMite]

OK I deciphered something (note1)

"Today is your birthday
but you aren't here..."

Hmmm

Today is your birthday but you aren't here, I am so sorry for that. I'm sorry that you couldn't have the chance at life like you should have

 

[Sundial]

Tigger, Smudge, Whiskey, Tiny Boy, Bergerac. Minne in there a couple of times too.

Are they all nicknames for the staff?

Dr Tiny Boy?

Minne I think could be Mina? She had a colleague with that name; was she the same one who ll said “please don’t think your alone” and Mina thanked her for being her friend/there for her or something simialr)
Moo

 

[ColourPurple]

So, when are you transcribing the others? In the next half an hour maybe?

My head hurts just looking at the others lol

 

[ColourPurple]

Tigger, Smudge, Whiskey, Tiny Boy, Bergerac. Minne in there a couple of times too.

Are they all nicknames for the staff?

Dr Tiny Boy?

Please let them all just be cat names

 

[Dotta]

Today is your birthday but you aren't here, I am so sorry for that. I'm sorry that you couldn't have the chance at life like you should have

Sounds referring to a Baby

 

[DinerMite]

Also on the "Help" note:

I'm sorry for the pain that your parents experience every day.

I don't know if many people will think of you today or any day but I do and I hope [???] always remember because you should be

I can't do this anymore. I want someone to help me but they can't so what is the point in asking

 

[Sundial]

Please let them all just be cat names

Karen Rees and “Rees quite a few times too, I’d be genuinely worried if she’d started naming her cat after her boss, although, wouldn’t rule anything out at this point!

 

[DinerMite]

Sounds referring to a Baby

Smudge, whiskey and Tiny Boy are all nicknames for babies imo

 

[Marantz4250b]

Lucy Letby: The handwritten messages found in her bedroom

HANDWRITTEN messages found by police at Lucy Letby's Chester home have been revealed.

www.chesterstandard.co.uk

Some new ‘note’ pictures released.

Just WOW! What the actual f???

I can't make out most of them but the parts I can along with the nature of how they're constructed just screams "messed up", to me!

All MOO, obvs.

 

[Sundial]

Smudge, whiskey and Tiny Boy are all nicknames for babies imo

I’m beginning to think the same tbh.
Moo

 

[Anxala]

Tigger, Smudge, Whiskey, Tiny Boy, Bergerac. Minne in there a couple of times too.

Are they all nicknames for the staff?

Dr Tiny Boy?

If you look at note one (ie. the 1st one on the link we're using), tiny boy seems to be referring to the baby whose birthday it would have been.

'the pain that your tiny boy...'

https://www.chesterstandard.co.uk/resources/images/16683529.jpg?type=mds-article-962

 

[Marantz4250b]

I'm finding these notes a difficult thing to see. It's like watching someone's mind disintegrate.

Honestly, this is just absolutely tragic, even if she is guilty. Can this case get any worse? Redundant question as I think it almost certainly will!

 

[marynnu]

My shot at 'help' note (I've noticed some people have had a go too). I think there's some over-writing.

'Today is your birthday but you aren't here and I am so sorry for that. I'm sorry that you couldn't have a chance at life you should have & for the pain that your parents must experience every day. We tried our best but it wasn't enough. I can't do it any more. I don't know if anyone will think of you today or any day but I do. I hope....always remember, because you should be. I can't do this any more. I want someone to help me but they can't so what is the point in asking. Hate my life.

 

[Dotta]

Also on the "Help" note:

I'm sorry for the pain that your parents experience every day.

I don't know if many people will think of you today or any day but I do and I hope [???] always remember because you should be

I can't do this anymore. I want someone to help me but they can't so what is the point in asking

It all sounds really worrying IMO

By the way, are you a professional codebreaker?

 

[ColourPurple]

Also on the "Help" note:

I'm sorry for the pain that your parents experience every day.

I don't know if many people will think of you today or any day but I do and I hope [???] always remember because you should be

I can't do this anymore. I want someone to help me but they can't so what is the point in asking

And "we tried our best but it wasnt enough"
after the
"I'm sorry for the pain that your parents must experience every day."

 

[Marantz4250b]

I’m beginning to think the same tbh.
Moo

"Smudge".....if they're babies could that refer to how one appeared on a scan before birth? Maybe another looked like Tigger from the cartoon?

Just random thoughts.

All MOO.

 

[Sweeper2000]

Just an observation but it looks like these notes were written around the same time. All on post it’s and looks like the same pen. Can tell by how it fades and splodges.

the confession note was found in her diary btw. No attempts to conceal. Apparently that one was the most lucid as well That’s saying something.

 

[Sundial]

My shot at 'help' note (I've noticed some people have had a go too). I think there's some over-writing.

'Today is your birthday but you aren't here and I am so sorry for that. I'm that you couldn't have a chance at life you should have & for the pain that your parents must experience every day. We tried our best but it wasn't enough. I can't do it any more. I don't know if anyone will think if you today or any day but I do. I hope....always remember, because you should be. I can't do this any more. I want someone to help me but they can't so what is the point in asking. Hate my life.

One of those white notes with the red writing underneath appears to have a song on it; it looks as thou it makes reference to Karen again and then follows on to something else with “eyes shining brighter” which you can then see “eyes shining brighter or lighter? on a lower section.

 

[Dotta]

Can this case get any worse? Redundant question as I think it almost certainly will!

I have this feeling we have seen nothing yet.
It is only a tip of an iceberg

 

[DinerMite]

At least we know the note was likely written June 22-25th the following year 2017 as per "Today is your birthday"

Apologies, got confused between birth and death. Would need to check birth dates of O, P and Q