11:02am
The interviews now move on to more general, 'overarching' questions including questions on exhibits found at Letby's address.
Letby was asked about a post-it note: "I just wrote it as everything had gone on top of me."
"I felt people were blaming my practice...and made me feel guilty...they made me stop talking to people.
"I was blaming myself, not for what I've done, but [for the way people were blaming me]."
Asked about the underlined 'not good enough' note, Letby replies that was what people felt she was in terms of her competence.
She says she did not know how to feel or what to do.
"It just felt like it was all happening out of my control."
Letby says she received some anti-depressants from her GP.
She said she had been told she may have to redo her clinical care 'competencies' as part of the process, and she would not be the only member of nursing staff to do so.
Letby said she had concerns over the raised mortality rate in the neonatal unit, saying there were more babies with more complex needs, and this was "unusual".
After being removed from the unit in July 2016, she believed other staff felt she was not competent, and "they were going to think I had done something wrong", "that the police woyuld get involved and I would lose my job".
She added that she "loved her job".
Asked about why she thought the police would get involved, Letby replies: "I don't know, I just panicked."
She said she thought she would be referred to the NMC - [the Nursing and Midwifery Council] - and they would refer it to the police.
She said she felt 'so isolated and alone', as she could only speak to two friends, and had written a 'kill myself' note.
She said she believed she had not done anything wrong, but was worried they would believe she was not good enough.
The trial of Lucy Letby, who denies murdering seven babies at the Countess of Chester Hospital neonatal unit and attempting to murder 10 more, is…
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