NOpe, never met her in person. I did watch her on the witness stand for several days.
And I read dozens of her DMs and texts to family and friends. She was often two-faced and dishonest towards her co-workers and friends.
And I heard several eyewitnesses who discussed their experiences with her. l
She was mean quite often. Look up the mother of Baby E and read about her experiences with Nurse Lucy.
But she was not an average Jane. Watching the trial was an in depth study of her behaviours and reactions and her daily life.
I am not 'imagining' who Lucy Letby was. I saw her speaking under oath, about her most private thoughts and feelings.
I read pages from her private journals.
I saw messages she sent to her coworkers and to her parents.
It was not up to my imagination. My perceptions were based upon her OWN WORDS.
You know, there may be a certain bias introduced by the framework of the court. Everything that comes from Lucy Letby has been vetted in the concept of the trial.
When in 2016 (•a woman of my country was running for an important position*), I had zero problems with her, but for some reason, here she was considered “unlikable”. Later, I realized why. She was naturally camera-shy and looked awkward on TV and podium. So, boring, not a natural actress, sounded dull… what she said made sense but she did not take the time to train herself on an unfavorite medias. Introverts never look well on media.
(There is a reason why psychiatrists are strongly advised not to make a diagnosis without seeing someone in person.)
Just a good example how we should not rely on a media or excerpts or letters, even.
You were watching Lucy when the press already named her “a killer nurse”. There is a chance that if you read the same but in a different context (a nurse saved a drowning child), you’d come to a different conclusion.
Again, you avoid discussing the facts and go right to painting the lead doctor in a horrible light.
What about the facts that I wrote, explaining why he was suspicious?
You asked me about him, I said what I thought.
If you were a store manager, and money was missing from the till on many nights, would you decide to look at the schedule to see who was on duty during those nights the money was missing?
If the money was always taken during the night shift instead of the day shift, and you moved ONE of your workers to the day shift, and then money was taken during the day instead of the night, would that make you suspicious?
Or would you call in a statistics expert?
Well, this is a very simple situation. The money is missing from the till is a direct connection with “someone is stealing it”.
Probably 90%. There are other choices, such as “the cashier or myself is bad at math, doesn’t count the money, gives too much charge back” , or “I was pitch drunk yesterday and forgot that I took it myself”. But all other explanations could probably amount to 10%. 90% chance, as you said, the explanation is, “someone was stealing”.
But what if instead of controlling for the most obvious factor, stealing by the employee, one says, “OK, there is 0,001% chance that mice ate the money, let us start with inviting pest control”?
Because this is how it would look in NICU.
The explanation “the babies collapsed because we have a killer on the unit” doesn’t stand up to criticism. How often do “killers on the unit” happen? 0.0001% if that? Why start with them if other causes take precedence?
The Royal College of Pediatric and Child Health Review mentioned “ inadequate staffing and senior cover”. Start with it! Hire more nurses, come to the unit more often, Dr, Breary, hire one more senior doctor; then look at statistics.
Infection. Fix that darn water system, take swabs from everywhere, including ventilators tubing (Stenotrophomonas maltophilia), clean the unit, move it to a newer building, after all. When fecal material flooded the water system, Dr. Breary had full right to call Tony Chambers, Ian Harvey or whoever and say, “fix it all today or we all leave”.
Talk to the GYN department. In 2015, the practice of using 2-3 embryos for IVF is becoming obsolete. Demand adjustment, use of better genetic screening and better IVF practices.
(Send Dr. Jayaram to take ventilators classes. We all know that bad vent settings might be deleterious.)
There are too many things that need to be changed first to improve statistics before anyone starts chasing killers in NICU.
But the truth it, doctor Breary is not an insightful leader. He says, “we were doing everything as usual”. Well, maybe the answer is, then do it better!
This being said - I am not stating that she is “absolutely innocent”. Data presented doesn’t point at her being guilt. I am saying “the trial is a travesty and the conviction is unsafe.” Also, “there were many other reasons for increased mortality, way, way above the possibility of a killer on the unit”.