There might be shades of bipolar here. I know that as a professional and suffering with the malady myself.
Bipolar is like ice cream. Media has messed this up for the public.
All ice cream is ice cream. Different flaovers are different however.
There is some crossing over
- Bipolar I disorder involves periods of severe mood episodes from mania to depression.
- Bipolar II disorder is a milder form of mood elevation, involving milder episodes of hypomaniathat alternate with periods of severe depression.
- Cyclothymic disorder describes brief periods of hypomaniac symptoms alternating with brief periods of depressive symptoms that are not as extensive or as long-lasting as seen in full hypomanic episodes or full depressive episodes.
- "Mixed features" refers to the occurrence of simultaneous symptoms of opposite mood polarities during manic, hypomanic or depressive episodes. It's marked by high energy, sleeplessness, and racing thoughts. At the same time, the person may feel hopeless, despairing, irritable, and suicidal.
- Rapid-cycling is a term that describes having four or more mood episodes within a 12-month period. Episodes must last for some minimum number of days in order to be considered distinct episodes.
I experianed ( 2001 -2006 ) relentless rumination of being out of here. It is exhausting and basically all one thinks about .
You would be amazed at how many hours , after a day at the office, ha who knew your therapist was wanting out more than you!
YOu would also be amazed how much is out there on how to do so! Obtaining method, time till death , degree of suffering, detection , etc etc !
I never attempted - that is typical however. Males tend to DO it. Once. Females generally have a history of attempts. Males are more violent in method (guns) which increase likelihood of completion.
He put himself in a guaranteed successful situation as did the German Air guy. Omar did the same.
My flavor - I never became psychotic. Some do. That is the media presentation of bipolar . The reality is very few bipolar sufferers have the psychotic component.
I am a mixed.
i kinda think he might be Cyclothymic. I am confused about the Andrew statement and seem to think ( more and more ) that financial something might be final straw
Those that have never experianced clinical depression tend to think it is a impulsive act. Very rarely. The truth here is it is years and years of battling not to do so.
HOwever when the darkness comes again it can be comforting to know you can always escape.
That is very comforting and often gets one through the dark thunderstorm - knowing if the pain and darkness continues to get worse you Do have some options .