I BELIEVE
in what pictures can show us...ink blotting is totally new to me, but I have always been intuitive-and have had several dreams come to 'life' -so to say.
I have learned, like others, If I am open & receptive to my feelings/intuitive side-I can really be right on the money--quite a bit.
Everyone has a 6th sense, it it just how we 'use' it-practice-makes us all have that sense even stronger.
while this pic is a bit off topic, I wanted to share it with you all , because I know I am amoung a group of very good souls...I lost a daughter (19&1/2 weeks pregnant)late term miscarrage is what it is called-to me it's a daughter.
anyhow-long story short-I was 19-scared-overwhelemed-sad etc......I chose not to hold her or name her-even after being encouraged to do so by the Dr's--I was in labor--and gave birth to her after 48 hrs.
My Mom saw her -she said she was the size of a Rose-her head like the size of the flower-and body like the stem....she said the baby took a breath & then she just 'died'...at 191/2 weeks a child is not 'deemed' ready to survive--not even on life support.
I did however get 'hospital pics-footprints-the little 'gown'-her hat...and always felt a hole in my heart for the loss.
My mom said she was my Angel
....well 7 years later-that date (April 23rd 1993-date of loss) was Easter Sunday(of the year 2000).....I was going thru old pictures & came uopn a very 80's pic of myself...and got a chuckle over the 'hair & clothing' I had on....lol-----in fact -we all had a laugh--i passed that pic around the table & we all had a comment....(yea yea, I know the big hair!)lol
hours later I went back to that same pic---why---I do not know----and this 'baby' appeared over my shoulder----
this was not in this pic when it was developed--this is not a doll--this is not 'photoshopped' etc.....I was about 15 in that pic-was never even pregnant at that time ---don't ask me why it was THIS PIC!!!!???
My Mom pointed out to me, it was my Daughter-My Angel-showing herself to me.....on the 7 year 'anniversary' of the day I lost her...back in 1993...I was not even 'aware' of the date--as I had sort of blocked that out by then...as bad as that sounds!
This is deep & personal...
but all true-as to what I believe.
Take what you need from it, or just nothing at all.....
In Light & Love Friends~Sister:blowkiss:
Caylee---you are deeply loved & will not be forgotten.You dear sweet baby girl! We all love you!!